Competition Team

Hopeless...
I don't even have a team to join even though i want to.
I hope this gets settled soon.
I really wanna settle down and train.
I really wanna improve.
I need to improve.
But at this rate, I'll be happy if i don't deprove.
Truth to be told, i rather trained then to train.
Stupid.
I have to handle so much stuff and yet no one seems to know.
I even have to beg people to come training.
How pathetic is that?
I can't be bothered anymore.
Nicholas sir is right.
I should just concentrate on those who want to learn.
How i hope i can just be a trainee instead of a trainer.
Corps life is hard enough.
I don't want to continue suffering OUTSIDE of it.
Damn...

FML.

INCONSIDERATE

When is it ever inconsiderate to wear singlet and underwear (yes, the short were THAT short) out when clearly you have nothing but fugliness & acne to show?
I had to use 50 bottles of eye mo when i reach home yesterday.
That is the extend of damage done by looking at him.
I am currently deaf now from the laughter of SeeDuck Girls.
That inconsiderate guy was flirting with them and they laughing away with their unattractive & piercing laughter.
Girls nowadays have very weird taste for man, oh sorry, i forgot, their gorillas.

"Flash your books!"
"Take out your books!"
"Come on, don't be shy, take out your books!"
"Hold your books up high!"
When you have an imagination, all these lines are super funny.
This instr. keep telling SeeDuck Girls School these lines.
I can't help but laughoutloud.
Well, i'm sure they will be willing to do if given the opportunity.

An advice from the wise (me), wear 5 layers & don't walk home alone.

Ciao.