Sucks.

I get it okay, you can stop talking about it.
Once is enough.
You don't have to go around telling people all this thing.
I am not that shamless.
Thanks for letting me know you find my disgusting.
So i can finally learn to give up.

I'm a joke.

Marissa was right all along.
I thought i would be different, but it ended in heartbreak as well.
I really really hate myself.
Why did i do all this stupid things for you?
Why did i make myself so cheap?
When all you thought of me was scary and disgusting.
I am not like that okay.
The only reason i do most of the things i do is because of you.

I will stop it.
I will not continue.
So rest assured and live long.

Goodbye will always come.

FML.