Hmm. I use to pride myself for my independance and self-preservation.
I guess loneliness got the best of me.
Seeing all the blissfulness and glee on all the faces of the attached people.
Wanna claw it off.
Kidding.

I like to watch romantic shows/vids/movies and listen to heartbreak songs.
It use ot affect me moderately.
But it seems to bother me a hell lot nowadays.
Cause it seem i can relate to everything.
Ahhhh, i dread this feeling.
That my emotions are realiant on someone else.
Driving me to insanity as I'm no longer the master of my own life.

Sometimes people can be funny.
We continue to like someone.
Even though we're rob of our thoughts.
And we are brought nothing but false hope and heartbreaks.
We still yearn for the few momments of breathlessness when we see the ones we like.

We're not stupid (at least i'm not).
We know it's impossible.
And we always protect our hearts by reminding ourselves of this every waking moment.
But it never seems to work.
We still continue to live foolishly and recklessly.
Letting our hearts rule our actions.

Because there can never be wrong with that person.
All you can see is how happy you'll be.
How it can never go wrong.
How your life will be finally completed.

All this is bullshit,
but our hearts don't seem to understand this.
They just keep beating, and beating for you.
But it will always remain inaudible to you.

Cinderella Sister:
"Waking up in the morning was fun now.
I wanted to sleep early at night.
Because if I slept, it would be morning quicker.
Because when I woke up in the morning,
I would be able to start another day with him.
Whenever I turned by head and saw him, I would feel good.
I didn't dare ask for much.
If I went somewhere and came back...
As long as that person was there...
That was enough.
Even if I didn't see him for a moment...
As soon as I see him,
I was as happy as if I didn't see him in a million years.
I was statisfisfied with just that."

How true EunJo,
But JungWoo is still the right man for you.

Wow, emo shit much?

I guess I'll have to learn the lesson of forgetting the slow and hard way.
Of letting go, one memory at a time.